Dusting the Place Off

I've been slacking, but I've been busy. Castleville won't take care of itself ya know.

I'm having a whole lot of "Idunno" these days. Lucy is staying here since her home is stressing her out. My home, Annie and her is stressing me out.

Job hunt is still a hunt. A friend sent me something today where she can at least get me interviewed so fingers crossed. I've become complacent and that's not a good thing.

I'm gaining weight because I drink all night, sleep all day, and start all over again. Not a good thing.

I know Grannie. I'm working on it.

My self esteem is gone these days. I know I'm worth a shit, but nobody else does and it sucks. I also seem to have lost my train of thought since Lucy asked me a question....


Think I'll go play a game. Later.