And It works like that

I've been busy, kinda. There's lots of sleeping going on, and a possibility of a real job, but same ole sitting on hold for that.
Last night I grilled. I've done that off and on, but not really. Last night I was missing Handsome seriously. He hung out next to me, waiting to see if I'd drop something, and I always did. The girls don't seem to get that, so I was a mess by the time the food was done.
Annie and Lucy said everything was good, I still haven't eaten any of it.

I also made more sense in my head last night, but couldn't write without crying so I didn't. Mrs. Asshole called me just after lunch today so we've been drinking for hours.
I'm deciding which me I like better.