Happy Anniversary!

I was hired to Hell Mart 1 year ago today. OMG, I'm an idiot. Newest news on the kids, is I went off on them this morning, so they got pissed at me, but it didn't help anything in the long run, so fuck them.
I don't need friends, I just need someone to do their fucking job. This just means I'll do mine, they can do theirs, and ooops sorry, I can't help you anymore.

I'm off for the weekend, they have to deal with each other tomorrow.

Annie is my other WTF. I finally asked her tonight if she still had a job to go to since she's been so fucking lackadaisical about getting there, every fucking day this week after she was off Monday.

Sorry, just not having a good day/night/week/month right now.

I have a game, I should be playing that, but I'm doing this because Cat didn't know what to do with me when I was over there shooting shit. He's good with me sitting here.
I'm way too fucking nice.

I'm an Asshole

I called into work yesterday, for today, because I had a death in the family. That I did, but I didn't go to the funeral even tho I should have so I'm not happy with myself.
I hate liars, and I feel like one and it sucks.
Got a text from someone who was supposed to be there, that she wasn't, so FUCK some more.
I don't think she'll feel like shit, but I do. I did text the person who was left alone, and she forgave me, but still. Dammit.

Another of Those

Got a text from Dad telling me my uncle passed away, Dad is off on a trip, heading home. I was chicken shit and texted the cousin about my aunt in the hospital since I haven't heard anything from there lately, got a call back and she's doing better, but not well. She told me about Uncle too.
Thinking about calling Mom about the Uncle....she calls me to make sure I heard because Babysis heard it when she was in town. Gotta love small towns.

I think I'm gonna go play some games and go to bed, I was up way to early for a day off.

War Has Been Declared and I'm the Neutral Country

Apparently The Girls (Squeaky Wheel and New Kid) are bound and determined to not get along. Squeaky seems to be the main problem here, but I don't care since I have to deal with both of them and I'm not gonna put up with this shit for long. My biggest problem is Squeaky likes to run to management over every little thing, where I would just talk it out with the person I'm not happy with, but she's doing it the Hell Mart way and I've not been assimilated yet.
If things haven't settled by Monday, since they have to work together without me tomorrow, I'll fix things or get fired because I'm not dealing with their shit on top of hating my job. Oh wait, I might not hate my job so much if they would get their shit together so....

I need to sleep. I'm helping Mrs. Asshole cook tomorrow, meaning I'm cutting and chopping while she cooks which means I'll be seriously inebriated way early. Yes, driver is lined up so I can do that, and things will be ready for party Sunday at The Newlywed's house, where I also have a driver lined up. I'm on top of things like that. I can schedule my weekends, just not anything else lately.

Now off to sleep just because I can, and if Cat doesn't wake me up at the crack of dawn, it might be daylight when I wake up. Wheeeeeee!

Weird Ass Wednesday

I'm not sure where to start... There was usual stupidity, and then shit happened, and happened, and happened. I'm still trying to find out about the co-worker's husband who had heart problems Sunday and she hasn't been back to work yet. Nobody has talked to her because she's not answering her phone.
There was a massive OMG going on this morning which turned out to be a manager having seizures and being taken to the hospital, she was unconcious when they put her in the ambulance. Last I heard was she was stable and they were running tests, apparently they don't have a clue.
After all that co-worker that has been there with me from the start, the other half of my "We've gotta get some help because it's killing just 2 of us", informed me she had an interview about transferring to another place today and she's thinking about it. I don't blame her, hell I'm looking for a real job, and/or a transfer to somewhere closer to home if I can't find something else because the cost of gas and mileage on the Jeep are wearing on me and him.
Got a text about dinner with the Assholes, declined and went to The Dive. The new cook (new to me, old to the establishment) bought me a couple of books at the library sale the other day which just kinda blew me away. That niceness pretty much made up for a lot of the not nice I've seen lately. While there, got another text from Mrs. Asshole about a mishap with husband, truck, and light pole at their house and I should come over just because. Nothing was hurt except light pole and possibly wallet so that wasn't a major emergency, and I went. Had decent dinner, then got the hell outta there to come home because I really felt the need for some solitary confinement for a bit.
Annie is out of town so it's just me and the critters for a few days and I think I'll spend the rest of my week after work here instead of anywhere else just because.
Cat is still mad at me about a multitude of things, starting with being gone for most of a few weeks so I'm trying to make up, and I'm also just fucking tired. I think it'll be bedtime real soon.
So much for Humpday WOOHOO! I need to call and check on the Aunt also because I've apparently been dropped out of that loop, so yeah, I think it's time for bed. Night kids.

Sitting in the corner

Housesitting got finished, hung out with them Sunday since they got back late Saturday. Got a text from Dad, My aunt is in hospital, could I go check on her. I did, saw cousins I haven't seen in forever, chiefly her son, we've kept in touch this week. She's ok, but not. Still in ICU and I should have gone by after work today but I was in such a foul mood all day I couldn't stand myself so I couldn't even force nice onto my face. I didn't feel the need to inflict that on anyone else.

Talked to Mom for a long time last night after I called to give her the Aunt update, she's always been friends with the ex-inlaws which I think is great, so she was concerned also.

We talked a bit about the family that she had visiting 2 weeks ago, I didn't see the 2 cousins I kinda sorta remember, so I asked again about what happened to their mother since I didn't realize she was their mother, I just remember the son because he was close to my age.
I overheard something when I was young about her husband beating her to death and going to prison and the son going into foster care. I asked Mom about it years later and she told me I was wrong, she died of cancer. Last night we actually had that conversation again, I had the son's name wrong, and some of the details wrong. She was found badly beaten in a park in Illinois, where the family is from, and died from her injuries. Husband was in prison, but I still don't have all of that story, what I got is I don't think he's the one who killed her, and may not have been her husband that brought the son around that night I remember from way back when and we'll have to have another conversation about this because it's bugging the shit outta me. Might be part of my foul mood today.

Looks like I'll have another foul mood going on again tomorrow because besides that mess, Dad was supposed to visit his sister in the hospital Monday and didn't, and apparently has no plans to. I guess he sent me so he wouldn't have to talk to those people he doesn't have anything to do with anymore. A whole bunch of stupid.
Then I find out via facehell there is a family reunion on his side this weekend that I wasn't invited to, and it seems to be his cousins, not immediate family so I guess he's mad Mom caught up with hers. I think I just need to resign from the human race for a bit. These are the people who made me and I love them both dearly but I'm so pissed at Dad I can't stand it, and Mom....I dunno. She probably didn't mean to lie to me, but she did, and I'm not happy about that either.

Guess I'll go get some rest so I'll be all ready to throw shit again tomorrow. Being pissy takes a lot out of ya.

Totally Different Day

I met a bunch of women for lunch today. All older, and you know how I like Older women.
Mom's cousins, my cousins. Other than one, I've never seen any of them. Mom hadn't met one of them, and hadn't seen most of the others in over 40 years so it was pretty awesome. There was picture sharing, story sharing and I wish I'd been there yesterday for some more of it.
I had a great day. The end.