All Zen

This means I'll kill somebody before long.

Sorry, this is my therapy since that never really worked for me.

I think I hit the point where I really don't give a shit anymore. Last time that happened it wasn't pretty.

I think I'll be late to work and get my hair did. And go all out on the buzzcut since Babysis said she'd go bald for Sadie too. I'll be halfway there.

Sadie is the child I talked about. She started chemo today. That's fucked up.

Too much shit in my head, probably caught in all that hair...