So It is

I have a job, sorta. Cotingent upon my passing a background, drug, and security clearance check. Not a problem. Their side is, contingent on award. Damn N@S@.
Does my ego good to know I'm wanted, but doesn't do shit for my wallet.
Still looking for a non-guvment job, but minimum wage is the same as sitting on my ass drawing pennies. I see the shine now.
I still have nightmares about the old job, and that just really pisses me off.

I think I should sleep now.