A Do-Over

I friend wrote a post recently that hit something in me. Would you do it again? Her answer was yes more or less. It would be nice to know the consequences of my choices back then, but like she said, there would have been different problems and different consequences with other choices.
I think we all have our own path, we make the choices we do for whatever reason and have to live with them, but given another chance I don't know how much I'd change.

I'd rather have Middle Sis still with us, but her death changed us all so much I don't know that we'd be the same people if she'd lived. I became a much better person after that loss, but I hate it took that to do it. I don't think Babysis and I would be as close, and as much as Mom says it tore us all apart, in the end it actually brought us closer together.

In hindsight, I'd love to change a lot of things, but that would lead me down a different path and who knows what lions and tigers and bears are waiting down that one? Kinda puts my recent pity party in a new perspective. I think I'll be ok now.
Thanks YM.